I am undefined.
I want and need to learn and see it all. I am a complex undefined mixed perspective kinda gal. I am the uncertainty of everyday and I am as lost and found as the best ones out there.
I am a poet a writer a mother a healer a lover a fighter a baller an adventurer a no comma user an undefined complexity that seeks love beyond human comprehension.
The curiosity didn’t kill the fucking cat it made her jump and try again from a different stand point. Trust me I know. I am the cat. I can’t sit still, in my search for magic. Life is like the flashlight that keeps moving, changing, growing and when one part of it dies another part becomes charged and I am no fool not to follow it. Like the door opens, metaphor I am the cat that follows the light blindly.
Why? Why the hell not, I shall seek the light away from the darkness until I can find my way again. I am happy. Always happy. And am happily curiously seeking new ways and exploring. There is so much out there, in every subject. So, why not!
As a new single mother of two I get to REDEFINE. I have been the student, the traveler, the economist, the sales pro, the wife , the prisoner….now….what am I? The two most things that have not changed are the need for the love I need to keep me fueled and alive, and the need to connect and help others.
The greatest part of this journey is knowing that no matter the day, I am loved by the cutest little men and they are by far the only men in my life that truly understand my silly dance outburst and my random temper tantrums….a full house of undefined silly individuals that roam this earth in search for perfect love. (Whatever the hell that is)
Single. Mother. Of two. Seeks random answers. To several questions. Please anyone need apply.
I will be undefined and redefined as the journey of life takes me around, as I am open to almost anything. I mean it. Trust me it’s true. And to further explain my complexity I have, wait for it :
I have started to write a book, anyway, what I think is a book. I have 6 chapters of jumbled un-comma-Ed terrible English about relationships, love, connections, divorce, healing, online dating….oh yeah….no comment at this time….we’ll see what happens with it…..it’s going to be an interesting new endeavor.
Not to mention my new career moves in the medical field…I love the human experience, love, pain, hope, faith, anger….all the emotions we feel and live everyday. I would love to touch a life in the deepest way I could, for them, for their healing.
As undefined as I can be still seeking for a balance but happy undefined and unbalanced. Complex I know.
In my perspective I AM undefined. 😉
———————————————————— Thank you for reading
Raquel
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