He stood at the other end of our very small kitchen, and I didn’t see a man, I saw a blur. Then it hit me, like a dagger to the heart. It sent me back against the wall, all I could do was catch myself. A blur, all I saw was a blur. What happened, where am I, how in the hell did I get here and who let it happen? Did I? I let go of the one thing I promised I wouldn’t let go of, MYSELF. Shit, damn it! Ha! At one point I though I had it.
The way to Awakening:
If you are pulled merely by your heart strings, not though, not awareness, just sliding and slipping on the music of your heart, ALONE, you are a lost little fool, and no one has ever made it too far by being a lost little fool.
BUT, if you follow that melody, your heart will lead you in, with love and patience, it will make you brave, but be aware and be awake, for it alone does not the way know.
You need to be there with it, listen, not to sounds of the mind in the ego, but listen, to the sound of the need to be there, and the why, smell the air, not for the sweet aroma of flowers but for the smell of the moment.
Be the moment, be there in presence, your heart is a great companion.
IF it DOESN’T FEEL right, DON’T do it.
I saw the blur and realized I was a love drunk lost little fool, I didn’t see it all, now I do. Now I know better, this day today I am getting better.
Learn to not be a fool filed by emotion, for we must never make a promise when we are really, euphorically happy, sad, mad….we must make promises, decisions, remarks, the best when we are of level mind.
Open your mind and heart, accept the good and the bad about yourself and take time, as much as you need in silence, reflect, listen…..You are human! I know! AS I AM
Raquel Morgues B.
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