Anew.

Fire. Red.

The echoes in my soul have not stopped yet.

Ignoring them makes them echo louder.

Trying to push them down deeper without escape makes them burn my insides, makes my skin want to peel off and escape to a far away land.

Leaving me stranded, stranded here, with the darkness inside, echoes on echoes echoing louder, harder, ripping at my insides, as I try with all my might to push them down, down, down.

But it doesn’t want to work that way.

It doesn’t want to be quiet.

It wants to erupt.

Escape jump out of me.

This echoing pain, this void, it needs out so I can heal but healing I thought I did.

Healing is what I’ve been doing, what I’ve been working on, with all my might.

Healing is my focus.

Time passes yet not enough, I hear it loud.

But I push down.

I hide.

I jump away as far as I can and yet, it’s still there, like drumming, humming, spine shattering screeches…more time, you need more time.

All you have is time because time is not real just your mind creating limits and constructs, you have time.

You need to take time, find patience, heal, let the echoes consume you one day, acknowledged, loved, cared for, tell the echoes of pain that you hear them, cry, feel them, then let them go, one, by one, until the millionth one, even if it takes a century or two, for when you do, the angels have told me that you will be anew.

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